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    12 March

    别

    直到今天,我才刚刚可以擎住泪水来写这件事.
    当我写一句就需要停下舒缓一下情绪的时候,我才知道,人啊,无论伪装的再坚强,也还是如此脆弱.
    以前的日子里,我总在劝慰别人的时候,告诉人家,告诉自己,生老病死乃自然现象,万物皆循之规律,为死去的事物悲痛万分的,实属懦弱行为.到了今天,我才知道,我也不可以做到...
    3月9日我回到家的时候,出奇的安静,没有了欢迎的脚步声和跳跃的身影,开灯后,球球躺在那里,身体已经冰凉....
    这之后的两天里,我完全不知道自己的眼泪是怎么停了又落下来,落下来又停下的,脑子里一遍一遍重复的是从进门到看到它躺在那里的情形,恍惚中觉得如果我不进门,或许事情不会这么发生,也许老天还有另一个安排...
    我真的是看着它长大的,正好我非典时期停课在家的时候,是它长得最快的时候,从爬不上台阶的一个毛球,长到了轻松就可以跳上沙发的大狗...
    我很气,也不和我说一声,也不让我陪它最后一会,它就说走就走了...也许它觉得,如果我看着它不行,而束手无策,或许会更加难受...
    前天把它拉回老家埋了,在一片阳光明媚的小树林里,于是才觉得,它以后或许过得还不错...
    这两天在家,每个角落都会碰触以前的记忆,难过总是难免的,释怀...哪里那么容易...
    最近的任务就是尽量不要让妈自己在家,她心里的别扭不是我能比的...当习惯了早晚上溜狗,突然没有事情可做了,屋里,心里,都好空啊
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    candywrote:
    我才知道。。。出去玩的时候还跟老大提到球球，她也没有说。。。好久没来了，看到这个真突然。。。
    生死无常，只希望球球在天堂能同样如在家一样~~
    9 May
    Leike Huwrote:
    5555555sorry
     
    28 Mar.
    weijwrote:
    哎。。。娟子啊。。。节哀。。。。
    其实他也不想离开你们，你不要责怪他了。。："）
    保重你们的身体，他才能安心的离开。
    保重啊。。。
    23 Mar.
    乐乐 梁wrote:
    正常的规律，只有接受，祝它以后顺利。
    12 Mar.
    雪的天夏*^_^*wrote:
    bless daqiu~
    12 Mar.

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